Tuesday, January 10, 2012

If you knew me you would know I'm in your A2 class, I like the University of Texas at Austin. You would see me at all the school events but not in the crowd but on the field and no not playing but taking pictures! If you knew me you would see me throwing pizza's in the air and working at a old folks home. This is all the stuff that EVERYBODY knows about me.
If you really know me, you would know that the reason I like UT is because my family lives there, you would know that I would much rather be playing than taking pictures or even be in the stands but because our whole senior yearbook is depending on three people and I happen to be one. You would know I love camping and hiking and snowboarding. You would know that i love working at Pizza Pie because of my awesome friends working there and I work at the old folks home because I just wanna make a difference in someones life even if its one shift at a time!

Monday, December 12, 2011

Be different

Why do we have to fit in
I know it seems like high school is all we got
I mean its our lives
It is were are friends are at were the girls are at
but we all are the same so we dont get labeled something different

Be different

This is for the LDS missionary's
This is for that couple that has been together since jr high
This is for the facebook stalker  
So here is the truth the girl you love now, you wont love in a year
Yeah she might wright you
Might like this or that
But love ones come and go

Live is gonna give you ups and downs
At times its gonna seem like life hates you and has no one else to pick on
Just remember
Be different

This is for the math geek
This is for the male dancer
This is for the tom boy
This is for everyone
Be who you wanna be
I mean it is the best way to live your life

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Trying to live like Gandhi

Ive always hated who I am
always trying to get better at this or that
Trying to always be my best
trying to keep the peace
When will we own ourselves completely?

Gandhi was almost perfect
well the most recent example that made a huge inpact
main idea was just keeping the peace

better than me
but when he cuts me off to save ten seconds
or she cheats on me because  he"finally cares about her"
(then leaves her when he gets what he wants)
I should brush it off and act like it doesnt matter
but all I wanna do is disrupt the peace

I havent learned yet
I keep forgetting what trust is
Everyone I think I can trust just leaves
all i can do is keep moving forward looking towards the light
And tonight is not the last time I'll see the light.

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Hero

An average day for my hero consist of waking up at 5:30 going to the gym to play basketball with his friends he has know since high school(you know the ones that never really out grew high school). This is the time in my day were I take all the previous days anger out. Running fast, jumping as high as i can...well i guess only to the net, hitting hard but not hard enough to through out my back! I head back home about 7:00, I have to shower and get to my dead end job as a local security job at my old high school, Lone Peak. I keep telling myself that its a good job and im a police officer but when it comes down to it all I do is walk around and teach a class or two. After work is over I sit in my car at the high school waiting for someone to do something stupid like speed, run a red light or hit another car. I go home about 5:30 to a wife and 1 child that seems to like lady gaga more than Chase Hansen(I mean who in there right mind couldn't love Chase, I believe that they just kicked MJ off Hanes underwear and offering it to Chase. He will be an awesome underwear model kinda like Derek Zoolander). My wife always is trying to make dinner(the key word is TRYING) of course I already stopped at the local Mc D and gotten something to eat so I dont starve. Then off to bed hoping that no one eggs my house again.

Will Chase Hansen get the Hanes underwear deal?
Will The wife take cooking classes?? but would that mean she has to leave the kitchen? probably worth it because I need better sandwiches
Will my house get egged again?

Sunday, October 30, 2011

My Life

Characters:
Cripple, Fat boy, Russian, Momma, Dad, Whorey Tor, Wiener, Shef, Hen, Bambi

Setting:
Ice castle, Home, 10189 North 4800 West Highland Utah

Plot:
School, Nothing, Everything, Homework, Grades, Thinking

Conflict:
SCHOOL, GIRLS, FRIENDS FAMILY

Theme:
Success, Growth, Life, Strength

Monday, October 24, 2011

Finding poems

Ive got 99 problems but
no shoes no shirt and i still get service
just so fresh
you can tell everyone because
its friday
now send me an angle
hold me tight and dont let go
everyones looking and staring at me
now relax, take your time
the night starts........NOW

Sunday, October 16, 2011

What you never knew...

You never knew that I cared
I mean why would you, you dont know me but I know you.
We have always been friends and Ive grown to know and care about you.

Do you really know me?

No one really knows the true me, not even me. This isnt about me. This is about you.

This is for you and you and you... Ive always wanted to tell you guys this but never could.
...Friends for how long? Ive let you in ive told you everything because we were the best of friends now whats left?? Nothing, except the knifes I pulled out of my back
........Im not sure what i would do with out you Bro, you've been gone for so long but now your back and better than ever but you have changed for the worst. Gotten into things that were wrong and you just justify it all.
.................Lets go back to that time where no one even matters it was only you and I. The world around us was moving yet time stood still
.......................We have had the best of times. Never have gotten in a fight besides who called dibs which doesnt even matter because we both know I did! When i thought i lost you, i was scared of that unknown. scared of not laughing any more being by my self

This is for all of you that dont care or just pretend to care. I was weak, weaker than I have ever been before and yeah I tried to kill me self not once but three times haha I look back now and I dont understand why life was so hard but life is just easier with my friends pulling me back and making me strong so thank you all that do and did care for helping me become stronger.