Monday, September 26, 2011

Trying to Live it Stronger

This is how I see life; life can come and go in a blink of an eye. So if it’s just a split second or if I end up dying slow I want to know I made a difference. To me it doesn't matter how big or small. Even if its as small as smiling at someone or talking to someone that's having a bad day or as big as lifting a helicopter of someone and saving there life cause to me they both had the same result. 

No one knows what is going on in someone's life, every situation is different and everyone reacts differently to it. I might be able to handle a divorce or a dad that doesn’t want anything to do with me but I can’t handle fighting with my mom. This to me is easy, too others they have no idea.

The saying "You can’t judge a book by its cover" is truer then you and I will ever be able to understand. 

A perfect example is me, no one knows but as a sophomore I tried to commit suicide 3 times but because of my friends and their examples I'm still here and they will never know how much they mean to me.   

Have you ever just walked through a store and think "I wonder what’s going on in their life"? I do all the time cause when I'm having a hard day with my family, I just leave and when someone passes and just sends a simple smile it shows me that everything is going to be okay.

I guess I’m trying to say to myself as much as everyone else, why can’t we be friendlier people? We walk through these halls every day; we all have to be here so why not make someone's day, week or even month. I know next time I walk down the hall my head will be up and smiling and saying hello to people as they pass instead of pretending to text cause we all know we do it.

Life is short and can be over in a split second so why not go out with a smile and knowing you could have made a difference. Making a difference is easy you just need to be ready and willing.


Sunday, September 18, 2011

Im Walking Alone

I walk alone... everything I have worked towards my whole life is gone. Everyone is gone everything is gone no one cares as they pass, they see me walking no where and dont bother to care. This world is full of people like me, working to get only one place and thats on TOP. They think its the only thing that matters pushing and pulling anyone who steps in the way.

I walk alone... I made it to the top and once there its a different world you can look down and see as far as you want but only noticing the people you stepped on and realizing that if you lifted them up you wouldnt be so alone on the top.

Im Thihnking About You

Im Thinking about you like the moon thinks about the stars when we are laying in a park by our selves staring at the star like cavemen think about the Knights but the knights thinking about Miners.

Im thinking about you like a noob thinks about his games how ketchup thinks about mustard and when im with you I forget about my hunger cause food doesnt matter all I need to survive is you...

Im thinking about you like the STARS think about the STRIPES  and how the soldier thinks about his family when hes half a world away. Im thinking about you like no one thinks about someone.

Friday, September 2, 2011

Love is...

Love is Friday night lights, Love is college football Saturdays, Love is scoring a goal, Love is that smile you give away, Love is the helping, Love is doing whats right (even when its hard), Love is getting lost in the mountains, Love is going somewhere no one else has been before, Love is finding no where, Love is sledding in July, Love is Pittsburgh, Love is a Fire with friends, Love is a single rope between life and a 40 foot fall, Love is sleep, Love is capturing the moment. Dont be told what love is go find what love is....